Tolerable Confusion

    18 Apr 2014

    this morning we all got together and finally took a family picture….. #THEMpeopleMUSIC 😭

    this morning we all got together and finally took a family picture….. #THEMpeopleMUSIC 😭

    17 Apr 2014

    It’s so crazy to see my artwork up for the first time like this I’ve been working on both these projects for so long it’s just so……relaxing to “let them go”

    It’s so crazy to see my artwork up for the first time like this I’ve been working on both these projects for so long it’s just so……relaxing to “let them go”

    16 Apr 2014

    Me and Zigg Getting ready to drop the tape….foods almost done, time for a victory blunt…..hope to see some familiar faces #ARTbyVIA #DEATHviaLOVE #comingSOON in a few hours…..😬🙏 #MENU brown rice green beans and pesto with cherry tomatoes and vegan pizza with hibiscus mint tea.

    Me and Zigg Getting ready to drop the tape….foods almost done, time for a victory blunt…..hope to see some familiar faces #ARTbyVIA #DEATHviaLOVE #comingSOON in a few hours…..😬🙏 #MENU brown rice green beans and pesto with cherry tomatoes and vegan pizza with hibiscus mint tea.

    16 Apr 2014

    #DEATHviaLOVE
I’d like to thank everyone who took part in making this possible and supporting the work we’ve been doing together and separately. It’s been a really long journey for all of us and I’m really excited for the years to come. A big thanks to of course all my brothers L-boog, TheMind, Sean Deaux, and Michael Anthony for everything they’ve done and continue to do. Thanks to all the guys from SaveMoney you guys are such an inspiration, Dope Collective, Nick Jacob for playing guitar on “Understanding”. Ben Hixon for moving to Chicago when he did because none of this would of been the same with out you dawg ( your like on all the songs now ). Nicole Otero for really inspiring me and shooting my first visual ever “Magician” in my grandmothers basement and also for just genuinely “believing in me” on sight. My MBS sisters Jean Deaux and Kehlani Parrish for all their support. Our friendship has just begun in this life time and I know it has lasted in others and will continue to last for many years to come. My best friend in the world “the Man behind the Smoke” for inspiring me everyday and twice on Sundays!  MY PARENTS for raising me the way they did and doing what they had to do to get me the best of both worlds. No words can define the appreciation I have for everyone I’ve ever encountered in life and everyone I’ve ever fallen in and out of love with. I love you still and I always will. #Namaste #DeathViaLOVE #COMINGsoon #4162014 #THEMPeopleMusic.  @LBoogieTHEM @Makinitclassic @YoungZigg @seandeaux

    #DEATHviaLOVE
    I’d like to thank everyone who took part in making this possible and supporting the work we’ve been doing together and separately. It’s been a really long journey for all of us and I’m really excited for the years to come. A big thanks to of course all my brothers L-boog, TheMind, Sean Deaux, and Michael Anthony for everything they’ve done and continue to do. Thanks to all the guys from SaveMoney you guys are such an inspiration, Dope Collective, Nick Jacob for playing guitar on “Understanding”. Ben Hixon for moving to Chicago when he did because none of this would of been the same with out you dawg ( your like on all the songs now ). Nicole Otero for really inspiring me and shooting my first visual ever “Magician” in my grandmothers basement and also for just genuinely “believing in me” on sight. My MBS sisters Jean Deaux and Kehlani Parrish for all their support. Our friendship has just begun in this life time and I know it has lasted in others and will continue to last for many years to come. My best friend in the world “the Man behind the Smoke” for inspiring me everyday and twice on Sundays! MY PARENTS for raising me the way they did and doing what they had to do to get me the best of both worlds. No words can define the appreciation I have for everyone I’ve ever encountered in life and everyone I’ve ever fallen in and out of love with. I love you still and I always will. #Namaste #DeathViaLOVE #COMINGsoon #4162014 #THEMPeopleMusic. @LBoogieTHEM @Makinitclassic @YoungZigg @seandeaux

    13 Apr 2014

    I can’t name one person who’s worked with this man and not been immediately inspired to test their craft and try new things .

    I can’t name one person who’s worked with this man and not been immediately inspired to test their craft and try new things .

    8 Apr 2014

    #computerNOTES

    #computerNOTES

    7 Apr 2014

    hipsters-strippers:

    Anything involving THEMpeople is a guaranteed.

    Hey that’s me

    6 Apr 2014

    "A DeathVia-Love Letter"


To Whom it May Concern:

I want to apologize for keeping you waiting, i feel like I’ve made you promises that I was unable to keep. There’s been allot going on this past year and a half, things that needed to be said and done, before I was ready to give you what you need, I took my time cause I really want #DeathViaLove to be more then just a musical project. I want it to be a vessel. I want it to be  something someone looks back on and goes “wow what was she thinking?” I want people to hear me and understand me. I want them to forget to breathe and skip a heart beat, and when they’ve ran out of air and time stops, they come back to reality a little less empty. I want them to be able to think for themselves and ask questions. I want to feed their curiosity make them imagine. I want to see how far the mind can go and how deep it can grow. I want people to question everything anyone has ever told them and ask themselves, “do I believe this cause I really believe it or do I believe this cause the people I’ve been doomed to associate with believe this and if I defy them I defy “god”. If I defy them, I’m considered “ill” or “mentally unstable”.” I want people to know it’s ok to be afraid and to cry. To love and to leave or be left and to grow. It’s okay to make mistakes and break rules. It’s okay to test boundaries, just don’t find yourself testing boundaries for anybody else but yourself. I want to inspire and be inspired by those who surround me. I want to love uncontrollably till my heart explodes and my voice is lost somewhere between the things I’m afraid to say and the things I’ve said that I didn’t mean. I want people to hear my story and know that magic is real and to never loose sight of what really matters — not money not time, but love — unconditional, unselfish, no egos, no secrets, honest, genuine, compassionate platonic love. That’s what matters. And to know that even when it feels like someone has ripped that love from your stomach and your heart feels like it’s been attached to a million bricks and cast into the ocean, life goes on and the only thing left to do is forgive and continue loving. And it sucks and it hurts and you’ll cry but at least you’re not alone cause I feel you.

I Love You. 

Sincerely Yours 
- Via Rosa “

    "A DeathVia-Love Letter"


    To Whom it May Concern:

    I want to apologize for keeping you waiting, i feel like I’ve made you promises that I was unable to keep. There’s been allot going on this past year and a half, things that needed to be said and done, before I was ready to give you what you need, I took my time cause I really want #DeathViaLove to be more then just a musical project. I want it to be a vessel. I want it to be something someone looks back on and goes “wow what was she thinking?” I want people to hear me and understand me. I want them to forget to breathe and skip a heart beat, and when they’ve ran out of air and time stops, they come back to reality a little less empty. I want them to be able to think for themselves and ask questions. I want to feed their curiosity make them imagine. I want to see how far the mind can go and how deep it can grow. I want people to question everything anyone has ever told them and ask themselves, “do I believe this cause I really believe it or do I believe this cause the people I’ve been doomed to associate with believe this and if I defy them I defy “god”. If I defy them, I’m considered “ill” or “mentally unstable”.” I want people to know it’s ok to be afraid and to cry. To love and to leave or be left and to grow. It’s okay to make mistakes and break rules. It’s okay to test boundaries, just don’t find yourself testing boundaries for anybody else but yourself. I want to inspire and be inspired by those who surround me. I want to love uncontrollably till my heart explodes and my voice is lost somewhere between the things I’m afraid to say and the things I’ve said that I didn’t mean. I want people to hear my story and know that magic is real and to never loose sight of what really matters — not money not time, but love — unconditional, unselfish, no egos, no secrets, honest, genuine, compassionate platonic love. That’s what matters. And to know that even when it feels like someone has ripped that love from your stomach and your heart feels like it’s been attached to a million bricks and cast into the ocean, life goes on and the only thing left to do is forgive and continue loving. And it sucks and it hurts and you’ll cry but at least you’re not alone cause I feel you.

    I Love You.

    Sincerely Yours
    - Via Rosa “

    5 Apr 2014

    RAINSTORM #442014-1114pm

    I’m afraid of my future self and the things I’m capable of
    I’m afraid ill make horrible decisions and dishonor my father
    I sometimes think there’s nothing beyond the stars and then the thought of living life without magic scares me far more then the fear of failing countless amounts of times to find success somewhere In a crowded room of lost dreams and drunken children i think about the people who have the same fears as me and how many of them will never have the strength to attempt to try
    I think about the ones that won’t ever make it out their mediocre neighborhood lives the ones who found success is the night life in the drug life the boys who never became men and never will forever damned to roam a land of shoulda couldas an what ifs within their mind
    hungry for money greedy for lust and the women who love them the women who find the time for love with a broken heart
    to the strong women who love these broken men and the children they have I hope you know what your doing…..

    4 Apr 2014

    "I want to love uncontrollably till my heart explodes and my voice is lost somewhere between the things I’m afraid to say and the things I’ve said that I didn’t mean."

    "I want to love uncontrollably till my heart explodes and my voice is lost somewhere between the things I’m afraid to say and the things I’ve said that I didn’t mean."

    2 Apr 2014

    “: I am…in a tailspin. And I’m lonely, and depressed, and borderline desperate, but, I don’t know, I just..I know myself. I know that I’m a really fun person. I’m not a lonely person or a depressed person. I have..I don’t know, I feel like if I could find the right person to be with me—I have so much to give, I have all these gifts, I’m like, I’m a blast, you know?”
    — John

    1 Apr 2014

    RAINSTORM #412014-937pm

    "Maybe I feel to much, maybe I’ve made your perfections up, maybe your just as flawed as me, maybe we’re not meant to be, maybe I over simplified love"

    28 Mar 2014

    "Smoke two joints in the morning I smoke two joints at night I smoke two joints before I smoke two joints it makes me feel alright"

    "Smoke two joints in the morning I smoke two joints at night I smoke two joints before I smoke two joints it makes me feel alright"

    28 Mar 2014

    The Man who wins my heart will know that #Spices are my weakness…. #bringmespices

    The Man who wins my heart will know that #Spices are my weakness…. #bringmespices

    27 Mar 2014

    That’s the homie…

    That’s the homie…