Tolerable Confusion

    23 Apr 2014

    The sexy award of the day goes to these handsome Lads #happyHOLi #SPRINGcelebration  #hydepark 👅💦

    The sexy award of the day goes to these handsome Lads #happyHOLi #SPRINGcelebration #hydepark 👅💦

    23 Apr 2014

    Mi Familia. #imtheBABY

    Mi Familia. #imtheBABY

    22 Apr 2014

    Dear: Whoever You Are. 

I’ve been waiting for you 
I’ve been waiting like the night waits for the moon 
For years 
I’ve dreamt of the day I’d find you 
I used to try and look far beyond my eyes could see 
In hope that some where out there 
You were looking for me 
I used to open every door 
And look behind every tree
In hopes that I’d find some magical portal 
Some magic rabbit hole 
I thought I was magic 
I thought you were magic 
I’m still certain I deserve you 
I know your just as lost as I am
Looking for answers 
To questions your to afraid to ask
I feel you in the wind when the night is cold 
I see you in the stars in the middle of the day 
I hear your voice and smell your scent 
Your scent Jesus Christ you smell amazing 
You smell like a cross between dreams coming true and sweet victory 
you smell like victory 
You smell like a god 
You look like a god 
I adore you
I don’t even know who you are 
And I adore you 
you and
your perfect imperfections that I’ve yet to understand I love the scars your ashamed of 
I love the way you speak to your mother 
I love the faces you make when your laughing 
I love the way you glide threw the room 
time stops and everyone stares 
At you 
I love the way you approach me and kiss me on my cheek 
I say this hypothetically 
I say this like it’s happened before 
I say this cause I’m manifesting you into existence 
I’m wishing you into my life 
With all the love I have to give 
I’m creating you out of thin air 
Out of the deepest corners of my imagination I’m imagining you 
I hope your imaging me to somewhere
Somewhere out there living life 
Without me
Somewhere out there breaking hearts of the women who don’t deserve you 
I hope your happy
I hope your life is equally balanced 
I hope you’ve felt enough pain to appreciate ecstasy 
So that when we finally meet 
You know it’s me.

    Dear: Whoever You Are.

    I’ve been waiting for you
    I’ve been waiting like the night waits for the moon
    For years
    I’ve dreamt of the day I’d find you
    I used to try and look far beyond my eyes could see
    In hope that some where out there
    You were looking for me
    I used to open every door
    And look behind every tree
    In hopes that I’d find some magical portal
    Some magic rabbit hole
    I thought I was magic
    I thought you were magic
    I’m still certain I deserve you
    I know your just as lost as I am
    Looking for answers
    To questions your to afraid to ask
    I feel you in the wind when the night is cold
    I see you in the stars in the middle of the day
    I hear your voice and smell your scent
    Your scent Jesus Christ you smell amazing
    You smell like a cross between dreams coming true and sweet victory
    you smell like victory
    You smell like a god
    You look like a god
    I adore you
    I don’t even know who you are
    And I adore you
    you and
    your perfect imperfections that I’ve yet to understand I love the scars your ashamed of
    I love the way you speak to your mother
    I love the faces you make when your laughing
    I love the way you glide threw the room
    time stops and everyone stares
    At you
    I love the way you approach me and kiss me on my cheek
    I say this hypothetically
    I say this like it’s happened before
    I say this cause I’m manifesting you into existence
    I’m wishing you into my life
    With all the love I have to give
    I’m creating you out of thin air
    Out of the deepest corners of my imagination I’m imagining you
    I hope your imaging me to somewhere
    Somewhere out there living life
    Without me
    Somewhere out there breaking hearts of the women who don’t deserve you
    I hope your happy
    I hope your life is equally balanced
    I hope you’ve felt enough pain to appreciate ecstasy
    So that when we finally meet
    You know it’s me.

    22 Apr 2014

    “All I wanna do Is Barry my head into my best friends chest n have him hug me till the hug isn’t tight enough then I want him to hug me tighter”

    22 Apr 2014

    20 Apr 2014

    I want you close to me
I want you so close to me 
I can hear you breathe 
so close I can hear the skips 
in your heart beat
 the more I touch you 
I wanna know what your skin feels like pressed up against mine 
combined 
intertwined 
in some kinda awkward sexual position that doesn’t make sense 
cause I don’t want even wanna have sex with you yet 
I just like the thought of us being really close together 
extremely close together 
doing what we’ve already been doing
Mixed with a little bit of PG sexy time

can I hold your hand now?

    I want you close to me
    I want you so close to me
    I can hear you breathe
    so close I can hear the skips
    in your heart beat
    the more I touch you
    I wanna know what your skin feels like pressed up against mine
    combined
    intertwined
    in some kinda awkward sexual position that doesn’t make sense
    cause I don’t want even wanna have sex with you yet
    I just like the thought of us being really close together
    extremely close together
    doing what we’ve already been doing
    Mixed with a little bit of PG sexy time

    can I hold your hand now?

    20 Apr 2014

    The homie Iron Bear says Happy 4/20z #covelo

    The homie Iron Bear says Happy 4/20z #covelo

    18 Apr 2014

    this morning we all got together and finally took a family picture….. #THEMpeopleMUSIC 😭

    this morning we all got together and finally took a family picture….. #THEMpeopleMUSIC 😭

    17 Apr 2014

    It’s so crazy to see my artwork up for the first time like this I’ve been working on both these projects for so long it’s just so……relaxing to “let them go”

    It’s so crazy to see my artwork up for the first time like this I’ve been working on both these projects for so long it’s just so……relaxing to “let them go”

    16 Apr 2014

    Me and Zigg Getting ready to drop the tape….foods almost done, time for a victory blunt…..hope to see some familiar faces #ARTbyVIA #DEATHviaLOVE #comingSOON in a few hours…..😬🙏 #MENU brown rice green beans and pesto with cherry tomatoes and vegan pizza with hibiscus mint tea.

    Me and Zigg Getting ready to drop the tape….foods almost done, time for a victory blunt…..hope to see some familiar faces #ARTbyVIA #DEATHviaLOVE #comingSOON in a few hours…..😬🙏 #MENU brown rice green beans and pesto with cherry tomatoes and vegan pizza with hibiscus mint tea.

    16 Apr 2014

    #DEATHviaLOVE
I’d like to thank everyone who took part in making this possible and supporting the work we’ve been doing together and separately. It’s been a really long journey for all of us and I’m really excited for the years to come. A big thanks to of course all my brothers L-boog, TheMind, Sean Deaux, and Michael Anthony for everything they’ve done and continue to do. Thanks to all the guys from SaveMoney you guys are such an inspiration, Dope Collective, Nick Jacob for playing guitar on “Understanding”. Ben Hixon for moving to Chicago when he did because none of this would of been the same with out you dawg ( your like on all the songs now ). Nicole Otero for really inspiring me and shooting my first visual ever “Magician” in my grandmothers basement and also for just genuinely “believing in me” on sight. My MBS sisters Jean Deaux and Kehlani Parrish for all their support. Our friendship has just begun in this life time and I know it has lasted in others and will continue to last for many years to come. My best friend in the world “the Man behind the Smoke” for inspiring me everyday and twice on Sundays!  MY PARENTS for raising me the way they did and doing what they had to do to get me the best of both worlds. No words can define the appreciation I have for everyone I’ve ever encountered in life and everyone I’ve ever fallen in and out of love with. I love you still and I always will. #Namaste #DeathViaLOVE #COMINGsoon #4162014 #THEMPeopleMusic.  @LBoogieTHEM @Makinitclassic @YoungZigg @seandeaux

    #DEATHviaLOVE
    I’d like to thank everyone who took part in making this possible and supporting the work we’ve been doing together and separately. It’s been a really long journey for all of us and I’m really excited for the years to come. A big thanks to of course all my brothers L-boog, TheMind, Sean Deaux, and Michael Anthony for everything they’ve done and continue to do. Thanks to all the guys from SaveMoney you guys are such an inspiration, Dope Collective, Nick Jacob for playing guitar on “Understanding”. Ben Hixon for moving to Chicago when he did because none of this would of been the same with out you dawg ( your like on all the songs now ). Nicole Otero for really inspiring me and shooting my first visual ever “Magician” in my grandmothers basement and also for just genuinely “believing in me” on sight. My MBS sisters Jean Deaux and Kehlani Parrish for all their support. Our friendship has just begun in this life time and I know it has lasted in others and will continue to last for many years to come. My best friend in the world “the Man behind the Smoke” for inspiring me everyday and twice on Sundays! MY PARENTS for raising me the way they did and doing what they had to do to get me the best of both worlds. No words can define the appreciation I have for everyone I’ve ever encountered in life and everyone I’ve ever fallen in and out of love with. I love you still and I always will. #Namaste #DeathViaLOVE #COMINGsoon #4162014 #THEMPeopleMusic. @LBoogieTHEM @Makinitclassic @YoungZigg @seandeaux

    13 Apr 2014

    I can’t name one person who’s worked with this man and not been immediately inspired to test their craft and try new things .

    I can’t name one person who’s worked with this man and not been immediately inspired to test their craft and try new things .

    8 Apr 2014

    #computerNOTES

    #computerNOTES

    7 Apr 2014

    hipsters-strippers:

    Anything involving THEMpeople is a guaranteed.

    Hey that’s me

    6 Apr 2014

    "A DeathVia-Love Letter"


To Whom it May Concern:

I want to apologize for keeping you waiting, i feel like I’ve made you promises that I was unable to keep. There’s been allot going on this past year and a half, things that needed to be said and done, before I was ready to give you what you need, I took my time cause I really want #DeathViaLove to be more then just a musical project. I want it to be a vessel. I want it to be  something someone looks back on and goes “wow what was she thinking?” I want people to hear me and understand me. I want them to forget to breathe and skip a heart beat, and when they’ve ran out of air and time stops, they come back to reality a little less empty. I want them to be able to think for themselves and ask questions. I want to feed their curiosity make them imagine. I want to see how far the mind can go and how deep it can grow. I want people to question everything anyone has ever told them and ask themselves, “do I believe this cause I really believe it or do I believe this cause the people I’ve been doomed to associate with believe this and if I defy them I defy “god”. If I defy them, I’m considered “ill” or “mentally unstable”.” I want people to know it’s ok to be afraid and to cry. To love and to leave or be left and to grow. It’s okay to make mistakes and break rules. It’s okay to test boundaries, just don’t find yourself testing boundaries for anybody else but yourself. I want to inspire and be inspired by those who surround me. I want to love uncontrollably till my heart explodes and my voice is lost somewhere between the things I’m afraid to say and the things I’ve said that I didn’t mean. I want people to hear my story and know that magic is real and to never loose sight of what really matters — not money not time, but love — unconditional, unselfish, no egos, no secrets, honest, genuine, compassionate platonic love. That’s what matters. And to know that even when it feels like someone has ripped that love from your stomach and your heart feels like it’s been attached to a million bricks and cast into the ocean, life goes on and the only thing left to do is forgive and continue loving. And it sucks and it hurts and you’ll cry but at least you’re not alone cause I feel you.

I Love You. 

Sincerely Yours 
- Via Rosa “

    "A DeathVia-Love Letter"


    To Whom it May Concern:

    I want to apologize for keeping you waiting, i feel like I’ve made you promises that I was unable to keep. There’s been allot going on this past year and a half, things that needed to be said and done, before I was ready to give you what you need, I took my time cause I really want #DeathViaLove to be more then just a musical project. I want it to be a vessel. I want it to be something someone looks back on and goes “wow what was she thinking?” I want people to hear me and understand me. I want them to forget to breathe and skip a heart beat, and when they’ve ran out of air and time stops, they come back to reality a little less empty. I want them to be able to think for themselves and ask questions. I want to feed their curiosity make them imagine. I want to see how far the mind can go and how deep it can grow. I want people to question everything anyone has ever told them and ask themselves, “do I believe this cause I really believe it or do I believe this cause the people I’ve been doomed to associate with believe this and if I defy them I defy “god”. If I defy them, I’m considered “ill” or “mentally unstable”.” I want people to know it’s ok to be afraid and to cry. To love and to leave or be left and to grow. It’s okay to make mistakes and break rules. It’s okay to test boundaries, just don’t find yourself testing boundaries for anybody else but yourself. I want to inspire and be inspired by those who surround me. I want to love uncontrollably till my heart explodes and my voice is lost somewhere between the things I’m afraid to say and the things I’ve said that I didn’t mean. I want people to hear my story and know that magic is real and to never loose sight of what really matters — not money not time, but love — unconditional, unselfish, no egos, no secrets, honest, genuine, compassionate platonic love. That’s what matters. And to know that even when it feels like someone has ripped that love from your stomach and your heart feels like it’s been attached to a million bricks and cast into the ocean, life goes on and the only thing left to do is forgive and continue loving. And it sucks and it hurts and you’ll cry but at least you’re not alone cause I feel you.

    I Love You.

    Sincerely Yours
    - Via Rosa “